Weariness…daily…never ends…WHEN WILL IT END. What it is that I’m lacking that keeps it with me? I need it to stop. I realized this morning, in my quiet time, which continues now as I write, that my weariness is affecting B. It is affecting him more than it is me. Sure, I’m tired, but I go to bed early to try to ward if off and relieve it. But he gets NO relief from my weariness. He gets the ill mood, the exhausted sighs, the complaints…he is left alone nightly. Sure, he understands. I know he does. And I know he’s frustrated by it. I need to do better. When his workday is over, I need to realign my focus to him. JUST him.
3/23/23
On the Half Shell - Living in the Raw 
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