I am 9 months from “delivery”. well, that is from my 60th birthday, November 15. I decided at the start of the New Year, I would spend the days prior to my birthday figuring out who I am NOW/TODAY/IN THIS TIME. My life mold doesn’t seem to fit anymore. Oh, I still love many of the same things as always, but I am facing the fact that I have been hiding myself or trying to fit a mold that I think I should be in. SHE has been hiding for a while, and she wants to be unleashed! :). I have been slowing letting her out, and it feels good!
I have become painfully aware that I have always struggled with insecurity. No clue why – I never had any traumatic experiences as a child that would lead to that, but I was always looking for acceptance. But I discovered that I AM ENOUGH. I AM ENOUGH. FOR ME. I know that his is not an issue for a lot of people so if you happen to be one of those folks, please don’t judge me. SEE? There it is again. BUT I AM TRYING! 🙂
Till next time, get out there and be who you are meant to be!
Peace and blessings…
On the Half Shell - Living in the Raw 
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