Time. Am I wasting it? Squandering it? Lately I do find myself lost in it. Lost in thought. Lost in pondering. Lost in nothing. And then my mind races. From one thing to the next and back again. Then it is as foggy as the weather outside today. It FEELS misty and dreary. Yet as I sit here at the kitchen table looking out the window, I feel nothing. I am numb. What is it? What is this blanket of fog that is over me? It is like one of those weighted blankets, but this is not a comforting blanket. For anyone out there who has this feeling today, I am sorry. I wish I could make it go away for you.
For now, I will push through. For all of us. Jesus loves you and me, and I do too.
On the Half Shell - Living in the Raw 
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